For two years

It's this very day that I leave of absence. There are two more hours before I taking train. I go through people, shivering like never did.

Two years pass by and I'm still alive. I never forget but keep in mind that kind of heartsore. Those past make me now. I can't just accustom myself like others which will make me sad.

I remind myself how smart this laceration is all the time.

Those burning hatred were gone with love then. She no longer appeared in my dreams and my life. My dear, if you can believe the value of life, I liefly die for her but live for you.

The future is out of my control. But at least I can remember that at this time, my heart beats so strong.