「不、還不能哭泣，在這裡就這麼軟弱的話，就太對不起他們了。」
敷島勇吹曾經這麼說過。
All I feel is sorry. 當我說，"I am sorry " 的時候，想說的不只是遺憾，也包含了我的道歉。是的，我很抱歉，為我做過及做不到的某些事情感到抱歉。但是，我還不能夠哭泣，還不行。
I know I do something wrong. I admit it and apologize, but I can't make it up--and I won't. All I can is remember the wrong I do and done to me. I don't mean to walk on with this sense of guilty, like a tragic hero, an Oedipus wandering with blind eyes. I just can't forget and can't face it. I am weak, I admit. So I hide from anything, anyone which would remind me of those bitter memories and gain my peace of mind in this way.
Now I can say I don't mind being blamed.
由 drinker 發表於 December 3, 2003 10:39 PM | 引用