June 30, 2003

Yucca

ユッカ:絲蘭

song by 坂本真綾

"誰もひとりで死んでゆくけど
ひとりで生きて行けない"

Everyone dies alone, but none can go on living alone.

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June 28, 2003

Assassin's Apprentice Chapter 4

"No, I'll teach you the nasty, furtive, polite way to kill people." by Chade

nasty and polite? Is killing people polite? Anyway, the statement is interesting, though.

Chapter 5
"And tomorrow we'll do the same again. And again. Until one day you get up and find out that whatever it was didn't kill you after all." by Burrich

He overcomes it. Will I?

"But before I left his chambers that night, I walked to his hearth. Without a word, I placed the knife on the center of his mantel shelf. Actually, I drove it, blade first, into the wood of the shelf. Then I left without speaking of it or meeting his eyes. In fact, we never spoke of it.
I believe that the knife is still there."

I always love this paragraph since it indicates that Fitz still has one chance to escape from being slaved as Chade was.

Chatper 6
"Most prisons are of our own making. A man makes his own freedom, too." by Chade.

I am afraid that I have to admit that apart from the fool, Chade would be my favorite role. Perhaps it's because he probably shares the same life experiences with Fitz and thus has sympathy on him.

Chapter 7
"But why should I mourn him?" by Fitz

I am quite curious about this statement, about whether Fitz is really sad about Chivalry's death. And this is not a thing to show off. I always think relationships, blood or not, take the both sides to recognize. Apart from Chivalry, since he is always a shade and never speaks of his own words, Shrewd is quite a cold man. He uses both Fitz and Chade as tools. Well, that's not a bad thing after all since he keeps his bargain. But does he still keep it when he sells Fitz out to Regal later? I recognize him as a king who deserves loyalty, but does the loyalty deserve human life? I doubt it.

"But youth is merciless."

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June 24, 2003

銀色夏生

銀色夏生是我剛上大學時初接觸到BBS時發現的一顆寶石。那時
是在某BBS站上有人翻譯了「這也是完全相同的一日」詩集中的
一些詩。非常的棒,有某種難以理解的氛圍。但是我日文程度一
直沒啥進步,也一直沒再深入研究。:p
總之,在大學生涯結束的時候重看她的詩,感覺很微妙。
非公式HP:http://www23.big.or.jp/~feyse/giniro.htm

這是我最喜歡的她的詩。

空は魔法の雲の上


何があなたを抱きしめたの
夢うつつの日々
秋の夕暮れの恋人となりはてた
あなたは
たき火の煙のまなざしを
宙にさまよわせている

私は と言えば
困りはてた 一本の木

なにもかもを超えてゆく
勇気をください


天空在魔法的雲上

是什麼緊緊擁抱著你呢?
半夢半醒的日子裡
已成為秋日夕暮戀人的

讓營火炊煙的目光
在天空徘徊流浪

我呢 說起來
是一株困惑無助的樹

請給我超越一切的勇氣

由 drinker 發表於 11:38 AM | 迴響 (2)

June 21, 2003

Never Give Up

扮裝俏佳人/武藤啟。

結束了。其實也不是多好看的漫畫,副標題叫做王子想成為公主,
我覺得改成公主想成為王子說不定還比較恰當。(雖然樹梨一直
都很努力‧‧‧)

總之,劇情用校園青春熱血喜劇一句話就可以待過去。男女主角雖然
童年時期就兩情相悅了,不過總是要歷經一番風雨點點點點,所以也
沒什麼好講了。

武藤啟的女主角一直都很努力,雖然也都一直看不出來在努力什麼。
不過很有個性的配角總是增加了可看性。(例如奈津、阿亮、樹梨的
父母‧‧‧)

結局也沒什麼令人驚訝的,雖然18歲舉行婚禮好像有點早...不過之後
就看不見樹梨帥氣的男裝打扮了啊(不是我要說,她在達希的狀態時
肩膀會自動變寬,讓十夜完全沒有立場啊。果然二次元的漫畫就是如
此方便。)生活的樂趣似乎又減少了一樣。唉。

由 drinker 發表於 07:00 PM | 迴響 (1)

June 19, 2003

垂死掙扎

遊魂偶爾也是要過健全生活的。
不是每座墳都像活死人墓那樣配備齊全的。
也不能很沒面子的就這樣讓棺材蓋壓死。

除了決心與行動之間的距離之外我是很認真地掙扎。
至於是騙鬼騙人還是騙我自己就不在討論範圍之內了。

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June 18, 2003

(大叫)

昨晚沒有什麼夢,有雨的夜晚適合沈沈的睡眠。

死期就在前頭了唷。

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June 15, 2003

Game

http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/gsaiyuki/game.jis


查了一下單字,真是大膽的歌詞啊。(其實也沒大膽到哪裡去啦...羞)

vocal: Seki Toshihiko

亂譯一下:p
----
純粹而猥褻的慾望 裸露的野心
傾吐心意而能成就愛情的話就再好不過
one more game

無論何時命運 都是心意過於不定的輪盤賭局
搖動著手中的骰子 good luck

只有常識的話無法看破藉口
沈思著適當的時機
一決勝負不也不錯嗎

因純情而愧疚的細胞 因痛苦而扭動身軀的希望
揭露全部的日常生活 全拿出來的話就好像會勝利
one more game

人生就是那樣 隨波逐流的輪盤賭局
不放手一搏就總是無法成功 good bye

害怕失去的話 什麼都得不到
以令人吃驚的程度拼命掙扎
暴走的話不也不錯?

由 drinker 發表於 04:33 PM | 迴響 (5)

June 14, 2003

久違的布丁

焦糖咕嚕咕嚕地一口氣喝下去的感覺真是太棒了~~
我愛布丁~

由 drinker 發表於 11:20 PM | 迴響 (2)

cynicism

I truly believe that I can be even more cynic, while
I can look like I have made compromises with the outer world.
I wish this is a fact, that I have part of myself submerged in
the society, with aother part afloat in the high sky.

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原地打轉

其實我覺得標題比歌詞寫的好:D
不管有沒有愛人,都是在原地打轉啊。

要在原點困惑到什麼時候呢?我想知道答案。

原地打轉/糯米糰
詞曲:馬念先

別以為他還有時間 等你去幫她把可樂打開
你的手錶總是比別人的慢 而你自已卻不明白
她已離開 she's go away 離開你的自滿
她已離開 she's go away 她已離開
she's go away 為何你還在原地打轉
你的笑話已經跟不上時代 而你卻質疑她的幽默感
你的生活之中充滿了麻煩 而你卻要她給你答案
她已離開 she's go away 離開你的自滿
她已離開 she's go away 離開你的自滿
刀子已離開 she's go away 她已離開
she's go away 只有你還在原地打轉
在她的心中 已早已經被淘汰 在你的眼中
你卻看不出來 不要以為你是別人 幸運的頭彩
地球不會因為你停目運轉 她已離開
she's go away 離開你的自滿
她已離開 she's go away 她已離開
she's go away 為何你還在原地打轉

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June 12, 2003

Flcl

什麼叫做「你還是個小孩」啊?他明明就是典型的那種在拯救世界前先毀掉半個世界的那種主角啊啊啊。而且嘴巴說著「這世界總是只會發生一些理所當然的事情。」可是哪個理所當然的世界裡會有著在天上飛的Vespa,長的像熨斗的工廠,還有從頭裡跑出來的機器人?

還是,青春期的煩惱力量真的那麼大?

總之,是會讓人發瘋的卡通:p

可是,Last Dinosaur 真是好聽~

由 drinker 發表於 07:56 PM | 迴響 (0)

巧合

昨天放了一整天關的歌,原來也正好是他的生日啊^^||

真是太巧了:p

由 drinker 發表於 02:34 PM | 迴響 (0)

最終兵器彼女

其實我漫畫也沒看完,卡通也只在卡漫週裡看了最後的五分鐘...(因為我本來只要去看.hack//sign的。)但是主題曲非常的哀傷。配樂也是,不過 見良律健雄....完全是個沒聽過的名字啊。
總之,非常淒美哀傷的音樂,大概很符合主角兩人的戀情吧...

另,公式網頁。http://www.saikano.net/
有歌曲試聽和桌布下載

----
不過,他們說要「相戀到世界末日。」那哪天千瀨想甩掉修次時,不就要毀滅世界了嗎...?(我在想什麼^^||)

由 drinker 發表於 10:57 AM | 迴響 (6)

偽造時間

偷偷把夢的日記改了時間,所以Archive就多了好幾個category
感覺上彷彿這個blog已經存在了很久:p
但是呢,過去的十個月裡,似乎也只剩下這些夢的殘渣了...

由 drinker 發表於 09:27 AM | 迴響 (0)

June 11, 2003

(我認為的)適合道別的歌曲

1.雨やどり~大きな樹の下で~
夢回綠園裡,手塚忍(關俊彥)和岩田光流(岩田光央)合唱的歌。歌詞太長就只弄個連結了。http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/grenwood/kwgshita.htm
算是對他們的高中生活有個回憶吧。

2.Goodbye summer'90
關俊彥的個人精選裡的某首歌。


みんな危なげな手つきでラダー操り
きらめく水面に ふざけあってたドルフィン
やかて誰もがもっと大きな七つの海を
夢見て入り江を出てく船乘りになる
Goodbye summer


在這種時候,祝大家出航追尋自己的夢想,是很棒的祝福吧?

3. Flowers
還是關俊彥的歌(因為我從昨天晚上聽到現在..)


ご覽よ一面の 花ばたけ
ああ 振り返る 時間が
とまったら そっと あなたを思うよ

光看歌詞就覺得應該曾有段美好的回憶才對。:p

由 drinker 發表於 10:46 AM | 迴響 (0)

June 10, 2003

Krapp's last tape

" Perhaps my best years are gone.
When there was a chance of happiness.
But I wouldn't want them back.
Not with the fire in me now.
No, I wouldn't want them back."

好像應該引用比較正面的句子,這樣才不會顯得太過灰暗:p
但是,要不是 Krapp這麼的倔強頑固,這劇本我大概也不會想看了吧。

如果有值得懷念的回憶,終日鎖在昏沈黑暗的地下室緬懷青春其實也不失為養老的好方法之一。只是得擔心風濕啊:p

總之,有些事可以被改變,有些事不會改變,有些事就算改變也無力挽回。

畢業了。以前的我總是在畢業當天為那個時期作個完整的結束。
國中的畢業典禮當天我忙著將一箱箱的書從宿舍搬回家。
高中的畢業典禮勉強接了花照了相然後就再也沒去過學校。
大學。畢業典禮當天我在打工。

可是去年的畢業典禮讓我學到了一些事,不是某個特定的時間點決定分離的結果。
那是一個人心裡的決定。沒有人可以輕易地和過去的自己道別,我以為自己做得到,
是因為在那六年內,我活得很自在,卻不快樂。

大學這四年很難說我有什麼成就,但至少我認清了自己能做些什麼。
沒有捨不得的心情,因為真的捨棄不掉的,我就帶走了。

突然覺得自己有被開導了的感覺。:p

由 drinker 發表於 11:11 PM | 迴響 (0)

pas de deux

pas de deux

Standing at two ends of the Galaxy.
The music flows, we start dancing.

You step forth; I back off.
( you back off; I step forth.)

We are sure of nothing,
unable to shorten the distance.

Waltz or Tango, circling round and round.
The melody goes on and on.

You are fading out.
I can't stop dancing.

Dance, dance, till this life burns out.
I have nothing more to hide.

補充

當初和million合寫的歌詞,
後來沒用了po出來讓大家笑笑。:)

原始構想來自於某日在補習班的塗鴉。
"you'r fading out" 來自於 Duvet,似乎是 Key the Metal Idol 的主題曲,不太記得了。
"till this life burns out" 來自於 Hellsing 主題曲 "shine"
"i have nothing more to hide" 自然是Rebecca最感人的台詞了。:D

由 drinker 發表於 02:36 PM | 迴響 (0)

picture

拿到公演的照片了。 據說是一千多張的照片看得我眼花花,幕後花絮的確是少了點兒,但卻勾出了回憶。
看來我中毒還頗不淺...看著台上的動作,她們的台詞就自動在腦中復述一遍。
過去的事情就得讓它們過去才行啊。

不過,在燈光下的沙發看起來特別的柔軟:D

由 drinker 發表於 01:59 PM | 迴響 (2)

June 09, 2003

Infertile world

Infertile world/ by Hagio moto
荒蕪世界/荻尾望都

想必是20年以上的老作品,但看著專業的術語飛來飛去,雖然不太明白,卻不自覺地湧出敬意。:p

沒有夏娃的伊甸園,還能稱為伊甸園嗎?

梅亞德很有趣,是個帶著狂氣的角色,也不負他身上帶著的艾基凱拉基因了。

只看到第三集,不過偷翻了結局,世界是少年的夢,突然想到了毘濕奴,眼睛一開一闔間,世界也生滅了一回。

另,這是在網路上找到的,看起來非常嚴肅的paper。
不過看見參考書目出現了 "The Left Hand of Darkness"時,還是嚇了一跳。:D
還來不及仔細看,不過想必應該很有趣。
http://www.genders.org/g36/g36_ebihara.html

由 drinker 發表於 02:38 PM | 迴響 (0)

June 08, 2003

Back on track

唉呀,腦袋這麼快就冷靜下來了,看來一輩子大概都沒機會了。當然,我還是很迷惑,所以才會遇到意料之外的shock,但在現在這不確定的情境中,任何超現實的因素都該盡量減少,包括人生的奢侈品。若還能來得及準備考試的話也好。總之,人總是要活下去的啊。苟延殘喘也沒關係,像沱瀕死的史萊姆也沒關係。大家都是懷抱著各自的煩惱生活下去,不能互相理解也無所謂。聊天的時候能開懷大笑就好了。畢竟,快樂和靈魂的深度沒有太大的關係。墨利斯不也曾這麼做了?"Yet he was doing a fine thing-- proving on how little the soul can exist." 如果哪天我成了膚淺的人,請不要憐憫我,如果那出自於我的個人抉擇的話。

There's no time for sense of loss. I have to be back on track, and I'm backing on track. I am.

And if we meet again in the future, then I guess we can smile back with the memories. If not, the fact that we live in the same age is enough for the reason to be satisfied.


再附註:
接下來十天閉關中,除了更新「夢路」和"fact-tale"外,大概也不會有什麼新的吧。
所以,在bbs 上或msn上看到我時請把我踹下去。:)

由 drinker 發表於 11:15 PM | 迴響 (2)

June 07, 2003

Graduation

好吧,我還是覺得畢業證書比較重要一點。

還有,蠟筆小新原來是這麼溫馨的卡通啊。

由 drinker 發表於 10:42 PM | 迴響 (0)

Narushima Yuri

重看了個人版的精華區,非常、非常懷念。

成島由利大概是我繼紫堂恭子(邊境警備)之後排名第二喜歡的漫畫家。(第三是富間義博)。成島比紫堂少了點溫馨,但也多了點想像力,以及複雜細膩的台詞與描寫。不管是原獸文書或少年魔法士,還是不死者Agito,都體現出了她獨特的黑色幽默。

而且每個人物特別但多少帶有偏執狂的個性非常的迷人:p

凱諾和班長,你們一定要得到幸福啊!!!!(突然熱血了起來:D)

補充:

Femme fatale,我以為擔當此名詞之最佳人選為安奴夫人,令人瘋狂的不只是她的美貌與肉體,更令人無法自拔的其實是她眼裡的迷亂與偏執,失去理智的她,將她做出的種種瘋狂舉止都覆蓋上了一種難以理解的美,不是聖母般救贖的光輝,而是散發瘴氣的沼澤,一陷入就難以安然離開。

「我已經決定,要陪我自己走到地獄最深處。」~凱諾/少年魔法士

由 drinker 發表於 12:56 AM | 迴響 (2)

June 06, 2003

Shina Ringo

Thanks to Lois.
She is so~~~~~~~~~~~great!!!!

/me is watching her live now~

由 drinker 發表於 09:25 AM | 迴響 (4)

Dance

Watching people dancing is always interesting, especially to watch what they want to express by their move, smile, expression and so on. Sometimes an eye contact is an invitation,which is common known. But I think what is even more intersting is when people mistake the message isuued from others.
See? I live on biteterness and cynicism.:p

And seeing them warm up, I believe that the origin of dance is rite, the outburst of emotion, especially the strong will to pray for the dream to come true.

由 drinker 發表於 01:20 AM | 迴響 (0)

Theater Nights No. 3

結束了。有點感傷。但是「謝謝」這兩個字是始終不變的心情。我付出的並沒有很多,但是終究學到一些與人相處的技巧,也交到了一些朋友。在分離的前夕,祝大家之後,無論走的是怎樣的路,看見的,終將是自己想看見的風景。

Now I want to talk about the script. No, I don't mean the translation. The translation is excellent. I mean the plot.

My conclusion is that this is a terrific show! I am proud of all the actresses.
But Nina says that she directed the play because she wants to let Henry know the nature of the women. But Henry should know their nature first, or he wouldn' t have suffered.

Another question is that why Leah wants to leave her husband on the same day when her daughter goes back? Wouldn't she want to see her daughter, especially the one she had with "a man" she "loved"?

Moreover, the characters in the play are easily fooled. They all confess easily even when they are not seriously interrogated. For example, Rebecca confesses her playing card with Veronica easily when Sarah only points a finger at her!!

Moreover, all characters are too obssessed with truth.Truth, most of the time, leads to tragedy; that's why there are so many hypocritics in the world.:p

By the way, the dance of Nina, Julia, and Veronica reminds me of "Miss Julie." Nina, to me, is like another Miss Julie, an indulgent girl who dreams romance, turns to the nearest man, and is rejected in the end. By the way again, the music is great.

It's clear that when one sees several times of the plaly, it is easy for him to find the plot somewhat illogical. But, well, theer are always things that make the show terrific, like the dance and the performance.
As for my conclusion, haven't I said it before?

As for the perfomance, well, taking notes is the director's task, isn't it?

Congratulations, you guys!!

由 drinker 發表於 12:40 AM | 迴響 (0)

June 04, 2003

Theater Nights No.2

Terrific..

You know, I appreciate all of you, and you, who helped me regain my ability of commmunication.

Tho I am not honest enough, and may never will be, still I want to thank you.
:)

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